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GoldField

We are in love with the west. So recently we’ve taken to visiting Ghost Towns. This hobby inspired our trip to Goldfield AZ

Its rather unknown but heres a little history

Goldfield’s post office was established October 7, 1893 and discontinued November 2, 1898, later to be re-established under the name Youngsberg June 8, 1921 and discontinued October 30,1926. The mines at Goldfield were discovered by J.R. Morse, Orrin Merrill, and C.R. Hakes in 1892 and the boom was on. There was a very large body of ore discovered, in a funnel shape, in the early 1890’s. This strike was dubbed as one of the richest in the world during that time period yielding more than 3 million dollars worth of gold. But, eventually, the mines played out and closed and the townsfolk moved on.
Then, a second boom came in about 1910 when the town was christened Youngsberg after George U. Young, secretary of Arizona and acting governor at the time. A mill and cyanide plant was installed and ore was mined once again. A few years later the gold ran out and Youngsberg died. Today, the location is a tourist town with mine tours, gold panning, a saloon, and more. One can also take the only narrow gauge railroad in operation in Arizona at Goldfield.

We did go on the railroad!

More pictures to come.

Or maybe not since I promise them always here and never follow through. We had fun.

Hope of a new life

I am an asian man lover. Ok, asian and mexican. Exclusively.  My motto: I like them asian and darker. Yes, I like the black man or two. But mainly I stick with hotties like Bi/Rain and the guy from Pasion De Gavillanes.

But for those white men who pursue me hopelessly, there is a new light on the horizon. For years I have been breaking heart after heart. I get asked out on average 2 times a week. This month alone Yosef, Derek, Joel, Joe, and a few others have proffessed their love for me and asked me out.

With each I ignored their oncomings, I really really dont like white guys. Even Yosef who is not white is too pale for me. I always thought it was lowering my standards. And then

I went to Tombstone

Actually it started with 3:10 to Yuma.

Sure there are not many men as hot as KangTa. Siwon, DongWan, all them. That is until I realized how hot Christian Bale is in a duster, hat, gloves, and facial hair.

This qoute from a “Life in 1881 Tombstone AZ” says it all

“Have you ever noticed how actors strut around when they are doing western movies or television.  Let’s face it, the Earp era in Tombstone was smack dab in the middle of some of history’s hottest-looking men’s fashions.  Men look incredible in those clothes.  Like Garrison Keillor’s opening of A Prairie Home Companion, the women were strong, the men were good looking, and – well, we don’t know much at all about the children.   Nothing looks better on a man than those long dusters with a cowboy hat.  With just a few touches here and there along with the advent of modern day underwear, men’s fashion has changed very little since that era.   “

Yes yes and yes again.

There is hope for white men, in fact as I walked down the wooded boards of tombstone, Sunday morning, and two men walked up to me tilted their hats and said “Morning miss” I just about had it, I started giggling, blushing and a variety of other attractive demure things. It was elation, being star struck. WITH A WHITE MAN. (admittedly, I was star struck with my lover of 8 years, my late fiance AJ. But he was unique)

I have never felt that way before to any white man (Ok, besides AJ). No doubt around the hottest asian dudes I am a BIT shy, but I dont turn tail and blush. ( I am a model after all and with that comes unwarranted confidence) Nope.

There you have it. I am already well on my way to purchasing my home in Tombstone. I’m going to marry Christian Bale. But I’m going to own a home in Tombstone. For the weekends.

I love you, dude.

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I went to Tombstone

To hang

With the outlaws

And sit on the bar lookin pretty.

My cat

He has been acting wierd, could be the tap water!

Ok Im in a writing mood so I cant sleep, I just keep writing on and on in my head. Its really about nothing. I should really get started on the many books I keep intending to make.

When I read, I read subtle intonations by the way someone writes. I can tell if they are joking, messing aruond, saying things seriously. All by the way they type. I guess this is unique, because a lot of people seem to think I’m very serious. I don’t believe in black and white so I don’t understand how other people can. It’s like saying if psychics exists free will does not.

No…. It really do.. if psychics exist they predict an outcome that a series of decisions will bring. Most true psychics are broad minded enough to see many endings to many paths at once.

Take being in a relationship. You want know what this relationship will bring. As it is, you’ve been fighting. Psychic says if you drop the fighting now just drop it you will get married, but you may divorce a few years after because one cannot contain themselves in the face of utter adversity. If you continue you will break up for good in six months and you will get back together in another three.

There are many paths to many endings, and to know the future is to be trapped by it, and knowing there is a trap is the first step in evading it.

So black and white cannot exist, it can only exist in ‘god’ should there be one. There is no ultimate, no definate, no judgement can be cast. There is no such thing as judgment.

Once a boy said “When I first saw you I thought you’d be some idiotic ditzy girl.” I get this alot. Its part of the territory. Then he said “But now I am actually amazed to find you arent. I am sorry for judging you” and I said “Did you truly believe with all your heart, your mind locked into eternity that I was ditzy? No, you just made an observation from how I appear. You did not judge me, you have nothing to be forgiven for.”

One day I was in an elevator and on came this large large lady. In my head I go “God, she’s fat” and I immediately felt terrible. My subconcious had automatically leaped to the observation of her fat, nothing else caught my eyes, just this. I didn’t continue on this line of thought I thought of how lovely her green sweater was, but once a president said “I have committed adultery. Not adultery in the flesh but adultery in the mind. When a young woman went by I imagined us together.”

There is no difference between this in the mind and this in the flesh. It’s the same theory behind the fact if you are a christian, believe in the 7 sins and masturbate before marriage, you are still sinning. This is an enactment of lust. Lust is the sin, not just doing it out of wedlock. So don’t do it.

Anyways, I always find it amusing to see what kind of people are out there but I find it sad that so many people live in terms of black and white and believe every text they see.

http://www.stopsylviabrowne.com

No one got a picture of me at the DWars event but damn it was fun as heck.

Pictures to come.

Also I saw 3:10 to Yuma and Shoot Em Up

And 3:10 to Yuma is my new current favourite movie. Shoot Em Up was cute and very action packed, it really was so fast.

3:10, I laughed because they have fanfics already about Ben Wade and that one guy whos in his gang Ahahahahaha

Its awesome.

See you later.

 Dude fake nails suck. Im pretty good at doing these now though none of mine fell off this time.

Next time Im going to use all white tips though I had to rub off the white on the tip cause it was coming off when I buffed them.

I normally dont wear fake nails, I actually got an acrylic set out of spur of the moment whim and because I wanted to protect my long pinky nails. In Singapore if you have longest nail pinky nails you have good luck. I beleive beyond a doubt this is true, every time my longest nails are the pinkys I always seem to have good luck. Last week I closed three sales and found out Dragon Wars was coming out. This week I got 15 friends to agree to see dragon wars tommorrow with me. We are all going at the AMC. I didn’t make any sales yet but I could get one or two today.

Now my nails are see-through. I really need some clear nailpolish. Maybe I will paint them goldish for now….. I can always buff of the nailpolish (I found out)

Tommorrow I will look really fly. I’m going to bring my camera so I will post any pictures I take.

I wanted to post some pics of what I took this weekend but noooo I dont want to have to upload them to a photobucket,

But only because I wanted to show how I made this not too pretty (.ugly.) guy look handsome. Its egotism.

Well… youll have to wait then.

I wish you could insert pics like aameblo. I should get one of those.

Introspection

Wow,

Sometimes I read things like http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200303/rauch?r

And I suddenly feel really segregated from the entire community.

“Are introverts arrogant? Hardly. I suppose this common misconception has to do with our being more intelligent, more reflective, more independent, more level-headed, more refined, and more sensitive than extroverts.”

Hah.

Ahahah.

What??

Is that not glaringly obvious?

Intelligent? Why does everyone want to be different. Dude, we’re all the same.

We are a community animal, and like the school of fish which creates a shark, we too create one mass organism.

I don’t have to be introverted to see that.

Another qoute.

“Or: Just under half. Or—my favorite—”a minority in the regular population but a majority in the gifted population.”"

Really?

I found my gifted classes rather extroverted, and considering some of those fellow ‘gifted’s did a play with us, I dont understand this logic. Don’t try and be different. I would consider myself an extrovert because Im so unbelievably outgoing, and I am often anti social. You describe this as introversion?

3.Psychology.

a. the act of directing one’s interest inward or to things within the self.
b. the state of being concerned primarily with one’s own thoughts and feelings rather than with the external environment. Compare

I usually find that quite people are as stupid as I find the rest of the population. Now I see according to this dictionary defenition, they are self centered, too.

Hah, thats true, I’ve never met a quiet person who is not self centered. Then again, I only meet quiet people who this article considers introverted so very occassionally..

Once a great show said

NEVERMIND I FOUND THE FOLLOWING:

http://72.14.253.104/search?q=cache:46IV3PUrvAAJ:forums.randi.org/showthread.php%3Ft%3D71335+vampire+hunter+d+qoute+quiet&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=10&gl=us&client=firefox-a

And I find it terribly amusing. Farewell .

Hola

Now that I have one of these I don’t know what to do with it.

Ive got a gaggle of friends all going to D-Wars on Friday. Why don’t they have the showtimes up yet??!

Oh yeah I forgot I was gunna do my nails today.

I’ll do them tommorrow then.

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